à moi même 给自己

最近感慨颇多。
亦对人，亦对事。

自己在一天天的长大。感情是一个人的事，可爱情再也不是一个人的事。
从决定在一起的那天起，就不会为外在的变故而动摇了。
他遇到了麻烦，我不应该对昨天的失误和今天的结果去责备他。
我不应该只想着我自己的感受，我自己的人生计划，短期也好长期也好。

他的事就是我的事，
我不会再把他落在孤独的田野里，自己在城里happy happy了...
虽然这些话好象是男人讲得更多一点，
但我还是想拉着他的大手，一起走出这片田野。
互相取暖...

我爱你，宝贝！

à darlin'

coucou M. oOo

Juste pour te dire que chui trop trop trop content du déssin que t'as caché dans mon portefeuille pendant lequel moment que chai plus.. Ça fait chaud au coeur.❤ Je sais toujours que j'ai vraiment la chande d'avoir te rencontré avant tous les autres filles!! xD

wo ai ni,

ta Ms. OoO

What will u do??

Hmm I've got a question, a tough one:

Your boyfriend or girlfriend is planning to visit you next month(your physical distance is something like 9,000km) while you haven't seen each other for more than 4 months; for the moment you are waiting for the response of a potential job which will start next month as well, the thing is that you probably will GET the job but you probably will NOT have any holiday except weekends... Well, the macro envoriment of ths question is the economic crisis which means finding a job is hard but the travel expense is lower compared to normal period; the micro environment is that you love each other A LOT, if not seeing each other this time, you probably will have to wait for another four months or more for the next public holiday...

So the question is that how will you negotiate with your potential boss for the "potential holiday"(there is a possibility that you may not have the job, which seems lower than having it)? Or you may have more perfect solution...

p.s. the sacrifice of love is not gonna be considered in this situation

So.. please share with me your wise mind.

Thank you soooooooo much!!!❤

a not-totally-new-but-updated-layout and some random

I've been thinking of doing some modification to this layout which has been there for more than one year (I guess), and finally this summer lotus came into mind. Afterwards, where to put my profile and which profile picture do i use were bothering me.. I cannot say it is the best choice, but for now they have a position for them hehe, on the bottom (yeah.. like it used to be, u know I have been pulling them around every single corner of this blog, and nowhere seems better fit the current place), and I keep the "word of mouth" section as a little remind to myself, always be kind!

My prof of Taichi gave me a Taichi suit: a traditional Chinese shirt and a pair of knickerbockers (lantern pants if translated from Chinese directly, coz the shape looks a bit like Chinese lantern, in white colour (white and black is the colour of Taichi). I like it a lot, not because it is very comfortable, but it's more like a symble that I start doing some sports seriously, and I start to like the feeling of sweat. Yoyo used to tell me a lot that I should probably do more sports to sweat for being less stressed or worried or...whatsoever, and I just discover the truth of what he said. Before I was a fan of swimming, but I really do NOT like the density of population in the pool, which make the swimming into a war of legs and arms. I didn't swim in the sea a lot, the wave push and pull and I get nervous and worried (yeah I know I do get nervous and worried easily, lol). But above all, I still like the feeling floating in the water with just a head over the water line.^^

Oh, almost forgot... If you appreciate the new design of this kinda plain layout hee hee, and you appreciate the original lotus photo as well hia hia, you may download it here. It was taken in the lake (the west lake) downtown a couple of days ago with Nikon D100. I am a green hand of Nikon the big black camera, and it was my first time try-out, not bad ehh!! But honestly, the complexity still confuses me a lot. Long way to go, yeah..!

OK. Looks like I am gonna take a break, and will get you back soon.

la bise..

❤

好吧，是该结束郁闷的时候了

都已经7月了，

工作开始有了眉目，

准备找房子搬家。

又回到一个人住的日子，

非常非常期待。

哈哈哈...

C=

到底谁变了

梅雨的季节原来也有很充裕的阳光，只是那潮湿让人透不过气来，贪婪的吸食房间里的冷气。
心也在半冷间。
我们到底是谁变了？

...

这一回我想提前知道答案，我该如何选择呢 ？
眼泪又挂了下来。

不爽ing

对啊，又开始不爽了。
荷尔蒙又开始起作用了。

我则呢们这么命苦啊，总被不同的芝麻事件折磨着。
有时后想想男主角真的什么都没给过我，我倒是给予了男主角不少东西，精神的，物质的...谁叫我比难主角老呢？？！！
看着体检报告上写着28那2个数字，总觉得是在为别的女主角培养一个优秀的男主角。
男人学校啊？？

我可不希望成为这个！
可是男主角有时后真的太可恶了太傻了，让他自己醒悟是不可能的了...
我不推他就不前进，也不朝我这里靠进来。

难道我就注定要在一次又一次的失败里孤独的老去？？
我的春天在哪里啊...