a little bit sad..

So I heard his decision today, I think I am already prepared for what he was about to say, but still a bit frustrated and sad that after all these years, I am always light like a feather to him, and he even asked me if I was really serious..

Oh yes, I was not serious at all after all these years; I was not serious at all after all of our efforts, I was not serious at all after all these decisions we've made together, I was not serious at all after all the harsh that we've been through.

I am soo tired..

I must have either been blind or lost half of my brain for so long....
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